A little embarrassed, he stepped back. “May the Darkness embrace you, Prince Sadi.”
Daemon cupped Jared’s face in his hands and kissed him softly on the mouth. “And you, Lord Jared. And you.”
Jared remained long after Daemon had gone. He picked up his glass, then set it down untouched.
Taking one last look around, Jared left the traveler’s inn.
It was time to go to Grayhaven.
It was time to take the risk.
Chapter Forty-two
“Excuse me,” Jared called. He urged the bay gelding closer to the kneeling woman and bit back his impatience. He’d spent the past hour wandering around the Grayhaven estate, following the vague directions he’d been given. Lady Lia, he’d been told, was out gathering a few plants. Just follow the path there and he’d come to her by and by.
He’d followed that path and several offshoots. Every person he’d seen along the way had cheerfully pointed him in a different direction.
Well, the woman who hadn’t answered him seemed intent on the same task so, hopefully, he was getting closer. Maybe she was a servant who had accompanied Lia. A lower servant, he decided, raking his eyes over the shabby clothes and the wide-brimmed straw hat that looked as if it had been run over by a couple of heavy wagons.
“If I could have a moment of your time.” Hell’s fire, any servant accompanying a Queen should dress better—
The woman stood, pulled off her hat, and turned around.
Jared stared at the flowing gray hair, at the gray eyes, at the Gray Jewel hanging from the gold chain around her neck.
Dismounting, he said meekly, “I beg your pardon, Lady. I didn’t mean to disturb you.”
The air around him chilled. The gelding snorted, and backed away as far as it could.
“You must be Lord Jared,” Grizelle said coldly.
Jared swallowed hard. “You’ve heard of me?”
“You’re the Warlord whose courage and honor helped a young Queen survive a dangerous journey.” Grizelle’s voice became knife-sharp. “And you’re the ass who made my granddaughter cry.”
Jared hunched his shoulders, but his heart leaped in hope. He kept his eyes focused on the ground between them. “I needed time, Lady. I needed to shed my slave skin.” He glanced up.
Grizelle studied him from head to toe. “It seems you succeeded.”
There was no softening in her expression or her voice.
Jared felt a shiver start in the soles of his feet and work its way up his body. This was the Gray Lady, who was still the Queen of Dena Nehele and who could banish him from her Territory.
And this was the family matriarch who would decide if he could even try for the future he hoped for.
“Why are you here, Warlord?”
“I—” Jared took a deep breath. “I came to see Lia.”
Grizelle narrowed her eyes. “Are you planning to leave again and add a few new bruises to an aching heart?”
“No!” He forced himself to meet her eyes. Better to know now before he hoped too much. “I was a pleasure slave, Lady.”
Grizelle’s eyebrows rose. “Oh?” she said mildly. “I gather that means you know how to keep a bed warm on a cold winter night.”
Jared opened his mouth. When his tongue started to dry out, he closed it.
Grizelle tipped her head to one side and eyed him curiously. “It’s very tempting to ask you to recite your qualifications as a consort, but I’ve noticed that young men can be rather prudish about discussing their sexual skills. They either look like they’re about to faint or they start babbling nonsense. Fortunately, Harland is mature enough to be more forthcoming.”
Afraid his legs would buckle, Jared locked his knees.
Fainting sounded like a very good idea right now.
“You’re not this shy with Lia, are you?” Grizelle asked.
“No, but I—” Jared clamped his teeth together. In another minute, he’d start babbling. He knew it. He raked his hand through his hair, pulling it out of the leather thong. “Hell’s fire,” he muttered, stuffing the thong into his coat pocket. “Facing the Hayllians was easier.”
Grizelle laughed. “Yes, I suppose it was.”
“Gran!”
Jared spun around at the sound of Lia’s voice.
“Gran, I’ve got everything . . .”
Lia came over the top of a slight rise and saw him.
A wave of joy, filled with her psychic scent, washed over him, quickly followed by uncertainty.
She was wearing trousers, muddy boots, and the too-large sweater she’d gotten at the traveler’s inn.
His heart ached because he didn’t see a young Gray-Jeweled Queen who most people now would treat with cautious respect. He saw Lia.
“I have one question for you, Warlord, and I want an honest answer,” Grizelle said quietly, as Lia started down the rise.
It took all of his self-discipline to take his eyes off Lia and face the Gray Lady.
“If you come back into her life, what Ring will you wear?”
It didn’t surprise him that a Queen like Grizelle would know about the Invisible Ring.
He wished he’d been there when Lia had found out that the Ring she’d insisted she’d made up to fool the guards at Raej really existed.
Lia.
He turned to watch her walk hesitantly toward them.
“Warlord? What Ring do you wear?”
“The Gold, Lady,” Jared said softly. Lia was close enough that he could see the hope—and the love—shining in her eyes. “I wear the Gold.”