At the threshold of her home.
Fear turned, studied him, but Trull could not look away from her, not even to see what must be realization dawning in his face.
Letherii though she was, Seren Pedac clearly understood, her gaze becoming confused, then clearing. ‘Just that, I take it. A weapon… for me to use.’
No . ‘Yes… Acquitor. A weapon…’
She accepted it, but the gesture was without meaning now.
Trull found himself stepping back. ‘I have to go now. I will tell Rhulad I saw you, Fear, down at the docks.’
‘You cannot save him, brother,’ Fear said.
‘I can but try. Go well, Fear.’
And he was walking away. It was best, he decided through sudden tears. They would probably never return. Nor would she have accepted the sword. Which was why she asked him before reaching out for it. A weapon to use. Only that.
He was being a fool. A moment of profound weakness, a love that made no sense, no sense at all. No, better by far the way it had played out. She’d understood, and so she’d made certain. No other meaning. No proclamation. Simply a gesture in the night.
A weapon to use. Only that.
They remained standing at the threshold. Trull was gone, his footsteps swallowed by distance. Fear studied Seren Pedac as she looked down at the sword in her hands. Then, glancing up, she saw his fixed regard and smiled wryly.
‘Your brother… startled me. For a moment, I thought… never mind.’
Then why, Seren Pedac, is there such pain in your eyes ? Fear hesitated, was about to speak, when a child’s voice spoke behind him.
‘Are you Seren Pedac?’
He spun round, sword hissing from its scabbard.
The Acquitor stepped past, holding out a hand to stay him. ‘Do I know you?’ she asked the small girl standing at the gate.
‘I am Kettle. Iron Bars said you would help us. We need to leave the city. With no-one seeing.’
‘We?’
The girl walked forward, and behind her came a tall, robed and hooded figure. Then a shadow wraith, dragging a body.
A startled sound from Seren. ‘Errant fend, this is about to get a lot harder.’
Fear said to her, ‘Acquitor, I would berate you for your generosity this night, had it not included me. Can you still manage this?’
She was studying the tall, hooded figure as she replied, ‘Probably. There are tunnels…’
Fear faced the girl and her party once more. His gaze focused on the wraith. ‘You, why are you not serving the emperor this night?’
‘I am unbound, Fear Sengar. You are fleeing? This is… unexpected.’
He disliked the amusement in its voice. ‘And who is that you are pulling behind you?’
‘The slave Udinaas.’
Fear said to Seren, ‘They will be hunting in earnest for these ones, Acquitor. For that slave.’
‘I remember him,’ she said.
‘His betrayal of the emperor has exacted a high price,’ Fear said. ‘More, I believe he killed Mayen-’
‘Believe what you like,’ the wraith said, ‘but you are wrong. You forget, Fear Sengar, this man is a slave . A thing to be used, and used he has been. By me, by the Wyval that even now circles us in the dark overhead. For what befell Rhulad, for Mayen – neither of these tragedies belong to Udinaas.’
As you say.
‘We can argue this later,’ Seren said. ‘Kettle, who is this disguised man?’
She was about to answer when the figure said, ‘I am Selekis, of the Azath tower.’
‘From the Azath tower?’ Seren asked. ‘Amusing. Well, you’re as tall as an Edur, Selekis. Can we not see your face?’
‘I would rather not, Seren Pedac. Not yet, in any case.’ It seemed its hidden gaze was on Fear as it continued, ‘Perhaps later, once we have quitted this city and have the time to discuss our eventual destinations. It may be, indeed, that we will travel together for some time.’
‘I think not,’ Fear said. ‘I go to find Father Shadow.’
‘Indeed? And Scabandari Bloodeye still lives?’
Shocked, Fear said nothing. He must be a Tiste Edur. One of the other tribes, perhaps. Also fleeing. No different from me, then .
‘All of you,’ Seren said, ‘inside. We should scrape together some supplies, although I am certain the Rat Catchers’ Guild will be able to supply us… for a price.’
The wraith softly laughed, ‘It is the Letherii way, of course…’
Shurq Elalle stepped clear of the ladder and onto the roof. The sun was up, and people could be seen on the tiers, a little slower in their walking than was usual. Uncertain, filled perhaps with some trepidation. There were Tiste Edur, after all, patrolling in squads. Whilst yet others, in larger groups, were moving through the city as if looking for someone in particular.