‘Open your eyes,’ she said.
He did so and found only her bared belly. It filled his vision.
‘Whence you came, Raskan.’
He stared at the scars and would have turned his head but she held him fast. He reached up to pull away her hands but found only her wrists — the rest had flowed into him, merging with the bones. In horror, he felt his fingertips track a seamless path from the skin of her wrists to his own face.
She drew him closer to her belly. ‘Worship is a strange thing,’ she said. ‘It seeks… satiation. Revelation is nothing without it. As you are fulfilled, I am filled. As you revel in surrendering, I delight in your gift. You need no other gods than this one. I am your only goddess now, Raskan, and I invite you inside.’
He wanted to cry out but no sound came from his throat.
She pressed his face against her belly, and he felt a scar open, splitting ever wider. Blood smeared his cheeks, leaked past his lips. Choking, he sought to draw a breath. Instead, fluids filled his lungs.
He felt her push his head into her belly, and then the edges of the gash tightened round his neck. His body was thrashing, but her power over him was absolute, even as the wound began to close, cutting through his neck.
His struggles stilled. He hung limp in her grip, blood streaming down his chest.
A moment later, in a sob more felt than heard, his body fell away. Yet he remained, blind, swallowed in flesh. And in his last moments of consciousness, he touched satiation and knew it for what it was. The blessing of a goddess, and, with it, joy that filled his being.
Olar Ethil wiped her bloodied hands on her distended belly, and then stepped over the headless corpse crumpled at her feet.
She went to the nearest tree and clambered up into its branches. The strange black lichen enwreathing those branches now gathered round her, growing in answer to a muttering of power from her full, blood-tinted lips. Thoroughly hidden now, she waited for the return of the dead man’s companions. She wanted to see the pregnant woman again, and that sweet wound on her cheek.
Not always cruel, it was true. Just most of the time.
‘It was boredom that had us riding half through the night,’ Ville was saying as they rode back to find Sergeant Raskan. ‘That and finding water. Without that spring we would’ve been in trouble.’
‘The sooner we’re gone from these lands the better,’ Galak said, glancing at the stone houses they rode past. ‘I don’t mind us riding all this way only to turn round and go back again. I don’t mind it at all.’
‘The tutor?’ Rint asked.
‘Quiet the whole way,’ Galak replied. ‘Seemed happy enough to see the monks.’
Something in the man’s tone made Rint look over at his friend.
But it was Ville who grunted and said, ‘Galak decided he didn’t trust the old man. Saw no reason for it myself.’
‘Something in his eyes,’ Galak said, shrugging. ‘Something not right.’
They reached the base of the hill.
‘I see his horse,’ Feren said. ‘Did he go back to sleep?’
Rint shook his head. The witch had wounded the poor man and a night of mead did not heal. It just offered the peace of oblivion. Nothing lasted, of course. The spirit struggled back to the surface, gasping the pain of living.
The four of them cantered up the hillside, crested its summit.
He saw Raskan, lying curled up — but something was wrong. The air stank of spilled blood. Reining in, Rint made to dismount, and then fell still.
The Borderswords were silent — their horses halted and the beasts jerking their heads, nostrils flaring.
Feren slipped down and walked over to where the headless body was lying. Rint saw her studying Raskan, and then the ground around the corpse. All at once she lifted her head towards one of the trees. Her sword scraped free.
Rint’s mouth was suddenly dry as dust. Eyes narrowing, he sought to see what Feren was staring at, but the snarl of lichen cloaking all the branches revealed nothing. Dismounting, one hand on his knife, he drew closer to his sister.
‘Feren?’
‘She’s there,’ Feren whispered.
‘What? I see nothing-’
‘ She’s there! ’
Rint looked down at the body. The severed end of Raskan’s neck looked pinched, and the cut was ragged. He did not think it came from an edged weapon. But then, what? A wave of cold swept through him and he shivered. He turned as Galak and Ville came up behind them. Both men had drawn their weapons, and they looked to all sides, their faces desperate, seeking an enemy though there was none to be found.